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2013 Orlando Meet Up with Tony Bourdain and His Love for Mexico
It is not a goodbye… Tony Bourdain
I have been following Tony’s career for many years now. He has been my inspiration in so many ways. His travels, his food adventures and his unapologetic being. Anthony Bourdain was known as the bad boy of the culinary industry, a character with amazing writing and storytelling skills. He was a dish washer before becoming a famous chef. At age 44 published “
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When we met in Orlando in 2013 I had the chance to chat with him for a little while. He liked the fact I am from Mexico. And shared enjoyed playing a cascarita from time to time with the dish washers and waiters when working as a chef in NYC. He also said that the restaurant industry in the United States wouldn’t be able to function correctly without the dedicated Mexican workers in the food industry.
This statement really made me feel good and proud of my fellow Mexican immigrants. Many of them come here with the sole purpose to get a job and help their families. In their journey they pay the consequences on being here illegally. They certainly have a hard life. And Tony agreed with me on that.
While in Mexico City he ate at Pujol, one of the best eats in the city embracing true Mexican food and its ingredients. The tamales and the lengua were the highlight of that meal. Tony really loved Mexican food and the culture. He visited Oaxaca too, where Abigail Mendoza cooked for him.
It is well known Tony Bourdain had a drug addiction that was able to overcome. But despite us thinking he had it all, today we learned he was hopeless and depressed. He took his own life leaving his only child fatherless. Depression is real.
I know this well. Me myself have suffered of depression for many years. A failed first marriage, five years of domestic violence, the loss of my child. Growing up in a broken family. Loneliness was the special dish of the day. Many sour moments. Specially right after my mother passed away from leukemia. I was 27 years old when she died but still was difficult to see everything changing so rapidly and being forced to take my life into my own hands and run with it. Thankfully, I had an angel in my family, my aunt Minita who helped me during this difficult process. As well as other friends that have been there in my most obscure hours.
The years have passed and my life transformed into a much happier one. But still depression and the thoughts of the past linger. I struggle with this but my faith and strong will have helped me. Having the support of my loving husband and knowing he is there for me has been very important. I get it I am not perfect and I do not judge nor I am a role model either. But when you are going through difficult times just think twice. Evaluate what will happen if you are not around. Who will miss you, who still needs you. Pray and reflect. Breathe. Call a friend. This has helped me.
Taking definite decisions for solving problems that are temporary is not the solution. When we are deep into depression we don’t see but there is light at the end of the tunnel. If you suffer from depression reach out to those who love you. Don’t be afraid. Seek for medical help. Join a church. Take a break and forgive yourself.
If you need help now, you are not alone.
Call the National Suicide Prevention Line 1-800-273-8255 (TALK) a friendly voice can help you through.
Never lose hope, you are loved and valued. You matter!
Thank you so much for being brave enough to share this with us…. For those of us who struggle with this or have loved ones who do, it is much appreciated…..
Thanks Daisy it is important to know that we all matter that there is hope.
What a wonderful tribute, Adriana. My brother is a big fan of Tony’s and was really saddened by this news. My father committed suicide after suffering a stroke many years ago and I know the pain and loss of a friend or love one from depression. I just wish a person suffering from depression would get help or talk to someone. If they only knew that a moment will pass and happiness or help is just around the corner. Thank you for sharing your life and thoughts on this tough subject.
Its a giant loss for the community and the world. It’s time that the world starts to recognize that mental health affects everyone, regardless of fame, wealth, or privilege. I’m thankful for all he got to share with the world of his travels, and hope that maybe better awareness and care will help us to support those who feel as he did.
It has been a sad week indeed. I have family members who have suffered with addictions and mental illnesses and it is a very real struggle for many. I’m sorry you’ve had a lot of hard times in your life, but it’s nice that you had family to help you in those situations.
Thank you very much for sharing this heartfelt tribute to Anthony Bourdain. I, too, have struggled with depression. I was bullied in school from the time I was in third grade till I was a freshman in high school. I struggled to make any close friends. But when God came into my life and I grew up, things started to get better. Anthony Bourdain sounds like a very personable person. I wish I could have met him, and reached out to him in his darkest moments. And you too.
Thank you for sharing. I went through depression in college so I know how bad it can be, I haven’t worked up enough courage to share my story yet.
Tony was an excellent writer and incredible personality. It’s sad he struggled so much and felt he had nowhere to go for help. I’m so happy you have your aunt, husband, and your faith to help you through the dark times. (Love the opening photo, btw!)
Losing Tony – now that’s a tough one. Like you, I’ve followed him for many years. He was a bad boy – and that was good. He didn’t suffer fools and he didn’t follow the crowd. May he rest in peace.
He was certainly right about one thing and I agree, not only the food industry but many industries, in the United States, will collapse without dedicated Mexican workers. The old saying, “Be Careful What You Wish For”, things come true. We Americans are living in a rather precarious time. It’s best we all take a step back and, just breathe.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts!
So many people are battling depression but we may never even know, as they hide it so well. This was a beautiful tribute to Tony.
It’s so hard when things like this happen, especially if it’s someone who is really close to you. It’s important for us all to remember them and learn from the things that have happened. To help others not suffer the same way.